Do you remember that moment in the morning, when you are neither awake nor asleep?
when you are still a part of your dream, but detached from the world around you?
this is the state of my existence. nothing seems real. everything runs with garish colors, and fuzzes at the edges. everything is right in front of me, yet i will never hold it. Sleep deprivation does that to you. the line between dreams and reality is blurred, and the worlds overflow and collide. being awake, and being asleep join, and there is just time. there is a numbness that pervades my world, and keeps me from feeling the full extent of my surroundings. divorce, unsure ex-girlfriends, none of it matters. I'm finding it hard to care about much at all, myself, let alone someone else.
more as it develops.
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